Sweet release...
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Posted:Feb 12, 2006 5:42 am
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Ahhhh, sometimes self-pleasuring can be so wonderful! Part of what made this particularly satisfying was something I tried for the first time. Hopefully it doesn't repulse any readers, but yes, I tried a small vibe anally. I've always maintained that I wouldn't expect a woman to have anal sex if I didn't feel the same way about anal play on me, but I've never really experienced it. I've never been with a partner who was particularly interested in exploring that with me, and never quite got around to it myself. I must say, WOW!! It was VERY intense. Once I'd gotten over being a little squeemish, the sensation was so nice. The physical feeling of the vibrations of my prostate were intense, and there was also something very cool about the emotoinal feeling of being penetrated--something that men almost never experience, I guess. I don't think it's something I'll go for every day, but every now and again it will be a nice addition to my own play time.
Women, how do you feel about anal play on yourselves? How would you feel if your partner asked you to do that to him? Is it taboo, or just a mater of taste?
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Waiting...
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Posted:Feb 10, 2006 7:53 am
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Usually I masturbate once a day, even if I have sex. This is pretty standard for winter months, though in the spring/summer my libido stops hibernating and I can't stop touching myself...or others!! SOmetimes, though, I try and wait...to delay pleasuring myself. I may casually masturbate..get myself hard in the shower, just to feel the rush of energy as I get aroused...or play with myself softly as I go to bed...but nothing intense. I'll do this till I'm practically squirming and I feel like my sexuality is bubbling over. LOL It usually takes all of a day or two without, but the release when I finally do! My senses are heightened and I get a rush of endorphins like it's a drug! The release is unbelievable! Not to mention the fact that I'm incredible fascinated with my own cum and after a day or two without it is...shal we say...copoius  . MMMMMM with that in mind...it's been 2 days now and I think it's time to stop waiting....
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Kiss and tell
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Posted:Feb 10, 2006 7:43 am
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Hmmm I'm begining to think I've run into somewhat of a moral dilema. I'm a VERY open person, and have little problem talking about sex (and my sexual experiences) with others face to face. Cyber-space changes things, though. If I post experiences on my blog, it gets shared with the entire world (or 04j.com world at least). So, friends in blogland, I have a question for you: How would you feel about your sexual expeiences being shared in this forum? Assuming it was anonymous, would you feel that a trust was violated and sex should remain private?...or would it turn you on knowing that other people are reading about an encounter you had...and getting turned on themselves? -Bri
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One of my favorite fantasies...
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Posted:Feb 8, 2006 7:18 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Like a lot of people on here, I feel like I'm constantly torn between the stigma of "slut" and expressing my sexuality to its fullest extent. Last thing I want it to be known as a player...
That being said, one of my favorite fantasies involves me being the "boy toy" for a group of women--prefferably older. Sometimes I think about being the lover of a group of friends, enjoying the discovery of each of their bodies and the knowledge that they would talk to each other about me (hey, it's my fantasy, right?). Other times I imagine myself as the central attraction of a classy sort of wine and cheese party, with each woman "sampling" me as the does the food. No need for them to be bisexual...I want to be the center of attention! I love the thought of being on display, of being so openly sexual that it becomes my single purpose (if only for a little while). I WANT to be objectified and to an extent, used....
I've never actually decided how I want this fantasy party to be concluded...would I cum for each woman, letting her know exactly how much I enjoyed her? Would I test my stamina and wait until the end of the party? If so, how would I get my final release? Masturbating in front of my audience?...possibly all of the guest's hands roaming over my body as they take turns bringing me to ecstasy? Is there anyone who would like to finish the fantasy for me? -Bri
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MILF crush, part II
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Posted:Feb 7, 2006 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Yup ladies and..well...I suppose the gentlemen are free to read too . This is a tale of my second MILF crush, Mel. By this time, it probably really shocks you that we met at the gym (I've said it before, sweaty sexy bodies all over...who DOESN'T get horny when they're working out?). This was around 2 years ago. Mel had been having marital troubles--truth be told she was actually separated from hubby (who she later divorced). Mel was very, very hot. A perfect hourglass figure, cute curvey butt, and great breasts. I've never really been a breast man, but I certainly liked hers...and she noticed . On top of it all, shehad a cute, bubbley personality.
I've pretty much always said exactly what was on my mind, for better or worse. This scares most people off. Not Mel, though. She may have been surprised when I first started discussing sex with her, but looking back on it I think she was going through somewhat of an awakening herself...and started to really enjoy our conversations. I assumed this was the case, because as we spoke, her nipples would harden. God bless spandex!
Lifting weights, on the stairmaster, stretching out, we spoke in graphic detail about EVERYTHING. Her favorite position, my favorite position, unconventional erogenous zones, does size matted (to her it did ), and of course, her sex life and my sex life. We were both in quite a dry spell back then, and expressed to each other that we REALLY needed some release. We actually went on a date...and we were SO close. Alas, she got cold feet at the last minute (by this time, she was trying to work things out with hubby). By the time her marriage completely collapsed, she'd met a wonderful man and started a serious romantic relationship with him. I have to wonder if she ever thinks about me...I know I think about her often!
I'll never forget something she said to me,"It seems like there are two types of people in bed...hot tamales and maccaroni and cheeses. If you're a mac and cheese, sex is comfortable and satisfying, but NEVER passionate. Hot tamles will always be spicey in bed. We're both hot tamales, aren't we?" Ahhh, if only I knew for sure. Fantasy will have to do, I suppose...
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The stripping of Clark Kent
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Posted:Feb 4, 2006 6:33 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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So, a few of you out there ask why I call myself a geek, and how I reconcile that with how I look (let me try and not be too conceited here). Growing up, I never really had any friends...throughout grade school and high school I was pretty much a social hermit (that partially why I picked up so many hobbies). By the time I was first kissed, I was 17. That really didn't help, though...I was still pretty (or really) clueless. I really couldn't concieve of someone being attracted to my personality, let alone my body. Even after Dez (see my blog below ), I just didn't get it.
At the same time of me, there was a part of me that was VERY sexual and very comfortable with my sexuality (Portnoy without the horrible issues with women ). Though I vowed to be celibate for the first year of college (I made a promise with myself to concentrate on getting a good social life and re-discovering myself first), I was intregued by an advertisement I saw one day for a nude model. The art classes had a horrible time finding male models to pose, and were looking for one. The pay was pitiful ($8/hour), but I was pretty interested. My younger brother finally pushed my over the edge...he always the extrovert of the family.
So...naked I got. In front of 20 some people. My legs actually shook I was so nervous. A guy actually stormed out of the room, yelling that he didn't sign on to see naked guys...
It wasn't a horrible experience at all. I know several of the artists outside of class (it's a verrry small college and hard not to) so while I was naked, we spent many sessions joking about people they knew who had no belly buttons, drawing penises (EVERY drawing had only a smudge for a crotch  ), etc. I did this for all of my 4 years at college, and really came to love it. Professors and students working on the theses requested me as a model...I really began to be comfortable in my own skin...and I LOVED being in my own skin in public. Still, I never quite equated this with sexuality--there always a kind of professional barrier between my public nudity and eroticism.
After college, I began to model for photographers and enjoyed this, but still, no eroticism. Only lately have I even become aware of people looking at me in THAT way. I'd never felt like I was objectified (in a good way), but I've started to notice women looking at me in the gym, walking down the sidewalk...etc. It's a great feeling! I've been oblivious for so long. Part of this, I think, is the confidence I have in my body. Like I've said before, many female friends call me Clark Kent. Mild-mannered by day...but when the tie comes off....
So, there it is. When I make grand statements about exhibitionism, know that I'm still testing the waters. But also know I'm finally understanding that I have something to share under my public persona...and I love to show it off!
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Bri and gay men
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Posted:Feb 4, 2006 6:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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OK ladies, I actually need to spend some time speacking specifically to the guys viewing my blogs, profile, and cam shows...
The mail I get is 5:1, if not more, guys:women. Move with network invites, IM pages, etc. I'm flattered that you find my body to be attractive, really I am. The photographers who took my pictures all have been gay (read flaming) and I never had a problem posing for them...because they respected my boundaries. I'm 100% straight. Hell, I really only have one guy friend. My female friends say I'm a lesbian stuck in a guy's body for a reason. SO, if you want to fantasize, fine, but PLEASE keep you fantasies, propositions, and innuendos to yourself. I get tired of deleting them out of hand.
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Showing off
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Posted:Feb 3, 2006 8:04 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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can I just say I love showing off? I've been on cam a lot lately and it's such a turn on to know women are watching and getting aroused. It is a little frustrating to have such limited human contact--words typed on the screen aren't quite the same as a voice on the phone...let alone a friend sitting on the sofa next to you, staring deeply into your eyes as you both pleasure yourselves.
As much as I love showing off on cam, I'd really really really (get the idea?) love to fool around in public. I've never really been the adventurous type--my geeky personal has always gotten the better of my sex stud personal (female friends have started calling me Clark Kent ) and I'm tired of being a sexual wallflower. I've had so many fantasies I want to act out: gentle sex under a lover's sundress while we picnic at the park in broad daylight; sex in an alleyway at night time (read her back pressed against the brick wall, legs wrapped tightly around me); sex while hiking in the woods; road head ;...maybe even fooling around in a crowded club (or strip club). SOmeday I'd really like to explore a sex club...but I think that may be a ways off! Anything spontaneous is so sexy to me and I'd love to be able to act on those urges when the mood strikes. Just one problem....no partner to do it with! Any takers? What have been your wildest public sex fantasies...or realities?
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Age and sex drive
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Posted:Feb 1, 2006 7:09 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Contrary to what most people say about the male sex drive, I find I'm getting more interested in sex than I ever was. Don't get me wrong, as a 17 year old I would frequently masturbate 3+ times a day...but it was different. It was more abstract--more about just taking care of a physical need. I think the physical need may have lessened since then, but I've become more cerebral about it. I'm ALWAYS thinking about sex and since I have more experience than I did, say, in college, I find it MUCH more arousing to think about. I look at how women move and translate it into what kind of lover they may be, what positions would work well, and the type of sex we would have (teasing? slow and sensual? or sport sex ?) If you've read my blog so far, you know I looove older women. For the women following this ...how has your sex drive changed over the years, physically and mentally?
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my first MILF crush
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Posted:Jan 30, 2006 11:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I find myself think back to my first MILF crush a lot, lately. I was 17 (young, and very naive!) and she (Desire) was a 42 years old, italian woman with long, black hair and an incredible body. We'd met in the gym...and the flirting started immediately.
We soon became work-out buddies, lifting weights at the same time and flirting all the while. One of my favorite memories was from a day when were were lifting weights for our chest. She was on a bench doing dumbell flies and I was spotting her (and oogeling her cleavge , which she noticed and didn't seem to mind!). After her set, I stretched her arms and chest out--she practically purred, gazed up at me, and said "mmmm, you really know how the body works...I bet you'd be a fabulous lover." Remember, I was 17 and at that point hadn't even been kissed yet. I was so distracted that is was pretty difficult to finish my workout, which she loved .
Another time, she and another cute MILF from the gym were in the middle of an intense converstaion as I walked in. Apparently they'd been venting about the at our gym, and how looking at the "youngsters" made them feel very unsexy. They wanted my honest oppinion and I said I'd be happy to give it to them. At that, they both turned around, bent over (in spandex, of course), and Des asked if I thought their asses were as nice as those of the younger women in the gym. I honestly think I lost consciousness for a second. I'd completely lost any tact I may have had and told them that I really, REALLY thought they had nothing to worry about, and that I'd be looking at them from now on. Apparely this was the right response, so they both gave me a kiss on the cheek.
Des and I flirted for over a year, but nothing ever came of it. Had she a) not been married and b) not been married to a mob lawyer, I think I would have gone for it. I knew she would of, but she said it was better "for my own safety" not to. Too bad...I've often thought of all the tricks she coul have taught me.
The last I heard from her, she'd sent me a perfumed note at college (her vanilla perfume, which always drove me crazy). She said how much she missed watching my body move as I worked out and missed how I instructed her in the proper form and helped her stretch...sigh.
I often wonder where she is now...I think sex with her has been my longest running fantasy and even now gets me so turned on I just need to...
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I'm baaaack
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Posted:Jan 30, 2006 7:29 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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After being shut out from 04j.com (grrr) and on vacation for some time (some sun and relaxation did me well!) I'm back home. Alas, no sex while on vacation...which makes me wonder...am I too shy?I'm great at starting conversations, but after that, things never go further. Ladies, how do you like a guy to take the next step?
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Exhibitionism and voyeurism
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Posted:Jan 5, 2006 12:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Can I just say I LOVE showing off (and watching too, of course!). You may have seen my cam shows...it turns me on to know others are watching, but I hate the lack of interaction. I'd much rather be teasing someone in person, giving them a show until they can hardly stand it . I'v never done anything sexual in a public or semi-public place, but would love to. Hey, I'd even be curious about sex parties. I don't know if that crosses a line for me I'm not comfortable with or not, so I think I'll ease into it. Who out there has had experiences in public? Who wants to?
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The art of flirting
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Posted:Jan 4, 2006 10:41 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Is it just me..or is this a lost art? I know, here I am on an internet site trying to get laid, but when you meet someone in real life, it's nice to feel the sparks fly...
A little innuendo is always fun, coupled with a little physical proximity. I get nothing of this from the people I meet day to day. Worst of all, their eyes seem to be dead. I'd loove to meet someone who I can clearly see the lust in their eyes. Nothing sexier to me. I'm very much a tease and need to be teased back. Any takers?
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