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Blogs > rm_DevilCharmZ > RidiculouslyIdioticMind

Becoimng me (again)...  

rm_DevilCharmZ 47M
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1467 posts
3/4/2014 5:42 am
Becoimng me (again)...

Pardon me. Sometimes I'm very structured. Other times not. (abstract) It's up to you to interpret me... But it's when I'm both which makes me most unique... And the hardest to comprehend...

The thing about becoming me... Breaking rules (again tonight), setting 'rules', and breaking them again... Becoming structural and appealing... Then becoming crazy and all 'heck care' about how I might look... Couldn't be understood.. Not wanting to be understood. Doing things for the sake of doing it. Doing things for no apparent reason... Which could means.. There are reasons underlying which could not be understood easily by layman... Can also mean... There're simply no reason at all... Charming. Annoying. That's me?

I want to be... Me again... I want to dream again... I want to be happy. Want to smile. Want to believe. And disbelieve... I want to be me.

They say you should plan, schedule and list things down in order to get them done... I can only half agree. I want to get things done. But not so 'simply'...

I want to create. Myself. My environment. My lifestyle... And truly be me..... I want to be...

I want to change so fast you couldn't quite see me. Couldn't quite catch up. Let alone match up....

I want to return to myself. I want to 'destroy' everything.... I want to sleep... Grow... Learn....

I want to get what I deserve. I want to work for it. I want to fight for it. I want to EARN IT....

I want to walk back... Return.. And slowly 'close' everything.

luv_heartz 50F
2746 posts
3/5/2014 1:19 am

 Upgraded from I think to I want!!


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