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Countdown is on and now gone!
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Countdown is on and now gone! I started writing this a few days ago and never had time to get back on to finish typing. Forgive me if the timing seems odd at first. Less than 36 hours until Viking departure (he flew out this morning) and for the first time in the entire 5 years I’ve known the Viking I’m looking forward to that. I have never before wanted space and time away from him but I do now. I don’t know if our relationship will heal any other way. I know that sounds terrible and like we haven’t been having a good time together which isn’t the case. We’ve had a ton of fun in the last couple weeks but we also have not dealt with any relationship issues and there is only so long that I can play ostrich. I am a giraffe by nature despite my family of ostriches. We went scuba diving while we were in PCB and had a blast. I only went out once because I got a little banged up on the rocks coming back in. I loved getting to dive with him again though. It is like being in a whole other world when I’m diving. I love it. Finally got my ears to really clear and now pain so that was awesome news. Last Saturday night we climbed through the vacant neighbor’s bedroom window to walk the roof naked in flip flops so the Viking could fuck me on a rooftop in Italy. The crazy shit we do for love, right? Earlier in the evening Mr. & Mrs. M were over for dinner and a strap-on fashion show. The Mrs. & I ordered strap-ons and were eager to get to try them out. The 2 of us took turns fucking each other until I needed a break. Mr. M decided he only wanted to watch so the Viking mostly watched until the Mrs. Reminded us that she was happy to play videographer for our first porn together. It was a very fun night even though it didn’t play out as we originally thought it would. The Viking was not happy that Mr. M wasn’t fucking either me or Mrs. M and was persistent to the point of being rude. I doubt he would want me to treat his Mistress that way when she is visiting. He was extremely aggressive and rough with me the last week. To the point that I said something to him a few times and I’m going to remind him and let him know that it was on the high end of my tolerance and too abrupt. M&M commented to me that he seemed too heavy handed with me. I need to work up to it and back down from that level. More than anything right now I just want to be held and understood, appreciated. The Viking spent a lot of time and effort making me feel loved and wanted the last few days. He’s saying all the right things and doing all the right things but it just feels forced right now. I wholly admit that feelings is mine and may not have any reflection on his intent. It feels to me like his desire to be my soft, safe place, my guard has turned into a desire to dominate and control me. I don’t know if he’s willing to figure out what caused and how to alter that. My plan was to have a snuggle, cuddle fuckfest for the next couple weeks while I work on getting my garden and house back up to living standards. I woke up this morning to my period so I will be cuddling with the hounds and a heat pack while craving homemade peach ice cream…grrrrr…… There’s so much going on but I’m too damned tired to write it all right now so I’ll just post another pic until I can write more. You crazy sexy pervs take care and love each other well. Kisses L  Kisses, LA    |
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hope you get better, sorry he had to leave. Kisses
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GOOD
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i've got a cold that is kicking my ass and I'm working far too much. Otherwise, I would have some pithy statement or some deep revelation that only I could impart to you.  Just know I've got huge hugs coming from me to you...and one small observation: as hard as this is, as so NOT settled as it is, your tone, your attitude seems uplifted. Less like life is handing you a shit sandwich and more of I've got this and while I don't like it, I'm damn well going to deal with it and take care of myself in the process. You rock! xoxo Always tell the truth Use kind words Keep your promises Giggle and laugh Be positive Love one another Always be grateful Forgiveness is mandatory Try new things Say please and thank you Say your prayers Smile ~Author unknown
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wow!! I would love to party naked with you sexy!! wow!!! The Strap-On thing is hot & wild!! Have fun and have more sexy fun....Sexy!!!
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